Embracing Uncertainty: The Power of Trusting the Flow

I rely heavily on my mind, I think my life lessons (one of many) is to connect my mind and heart, and tune into my feelings. It is very easy for me to talk myself out of something, to always put others needs ahead of mine, to find the cons in every situation. These were the codes my mind, body, emotions ran on, and when you are operating in this fear, attachments to everything outside of you are being held on this pedestal. I didn't understand the feelings of trusting the flow, and letting go and being in the unknown.

Spirit said to me, take a trip, do it alone and do it now. This message came in October, and I went on my first solo trip in over 20 years in November 2023. Five whole days of being alone, no kids, no husband, and no work. When I decided to take this trip, I didn't know where I wanted to go, what I wanted to do, so I ran through a mental list of places I'd like to visit. I was drawn to Tofino, BC. It would of been close to home, but far enough to escape. The whole process of finding a place to stay, available rooms, flight dates all aligned. And it was the first time I was consciously aware of the energies operating in the unseen to pull this all together for me. The theme of the trip was to trust spirit. I would say out loud, spirit I am trusting that everything is going to work out for me and boy did it ever.

I got to the airport, thinking I was on time. I was met with this huge line! It extended beyond the roped area. I couldn't check in online as I booked my flight through an external booking site. I panicked! My flight was scheduled to leave in 2 hours and I was left staring at this massive line. I had no choice but to walk to the end of the line and wait. My heart was racing at this point, super concerned I wasn't going to get my boarding pass, make it through security in time and grab a much needed coffee. After 40 minutes, the line barely budged, I said to myself, this trip is what spirit wants for me, and everything will work out. All of a sudden a worker approached me (it felt like she appeared out of the blue), and she asked me if I could check in online, I explained my predicament and asked her if I would make my flight, she said no. This person was called to me by spirit to get me through the line, she took my ID, my flight no. and went behind the desk and printed my boarding pass. I was able to bypass this line and make it through security with an hour to spare. What felt really amazing, was that she was at my gate and it felt like spirit was working through her again to make sure I made the flight. I thought to myself, when we are aligned to our spirit (inner being) is this how life is suppose to be!? You are still met with challenges but you are not operating totally on your own. Energies outside of us and connected to us support our journey, my own inner voice shouted out YES!

That trip was incredibly healing, and it was a moment of experiencing absolute trust in spirit. I felt excited stepping into a trip that I had no plans for, and woke up each day just doing what I felt called to do. This is a micro experience of trust, I am evolving into feeling into my heart space more and the beautiful energies of the unknown. When we step into moments of not knowing what our next step is, or when our day isn't planned with back to back errands we open ourselves to a blank space and its within this blank space that spirit will guide us to what is aligned to our inner being. Those next steps will unfold for you, in the form of downloads, ideas, that job posting you "randomly" found, and you will be called into action and action that is aligned to your spirit.

Everyday we can choose to follow the routines, but ask your spirit - what color will bring adventure into my life and wear that color. Take a new route to work, let those dishes pile up and take a nap. Find your own moments of blank space and tune into your own feelings. Its scary AF, but its also butterflies in your stomach feeling. That butterfly flutter is letting you know energies are moving and shifting, and you are being connected into something in the unseen.

I am evolving into more trust, this is a process but recognizing my own blank space allows me to be tuned into those energies and forces within and out of myself.