The multidimensional aspects of you
- Shivani Tarksis
- Sep 4, 2024
- 4 min read
Are you totally aware of all the versions of you that exist within you? These energies are incredibly subtle, but I noticed that I look different in different areas of my home. The roles I adopt to show up as a mom, women, wife are all just versions of my being. I thought I looked the same within each of these versions, but no I look completely different throughout my home, because in different areas of my home I am taking on different energies. We just don't walk around with mirrors to catch these subtle shifts of energies.
Each room in the home is a dimension, I walk into each room of the home playing out different energies or different versions of me. It is why sometimes you walk into another room and forget why you walked into that room in the first place. We are constantly shifting these energies in our day to day, and constantly moving in and out of different dimensions. But I never noticed how these shifts affected the way I physically looked. There are so many layers to this, that my human mind is just on the verge of understanding but here is something you can try at home if you are curious. Take a mirror and walk around your home and ask your spirit to show you the energies you are projecting in this particular space. What do you do in this space, are you in the kitchen cooking, or are you in the bedroom making love. Are you mostly playing with your kids in this space.
Each mirror in my home is reflecting back onto me different parts of my being, different energies I play out depending on what role I am assuming. I find that these reflections seem more radical because I am still integrating my spirit fully into my physical body. I feel when we are completely enmeshed with our spirit, our truth or that authentic energetic signature, each reflection will look more or less the same?
Where I am now in my own spiritual evolution, I noticed that my appearance, the physicality's of my face changes depending on which area of the home I was standing in. Our face, our hair, the general appearance of self literally changes based on types of energies we are expressing in any given time.
When I am in my children's bathroom and see myself in their mirror, I look more nurturing and my features appear softer and there is a youthfulness in how I look. This space to me, represents one aspect of how I tend to my kids, it felt like I was seeing what my kids see in me. Versus in my main bathroom, I will look at myself in this mirror and just see all the things I am insecure about. It is almost like within this reflection all shadow aspects of me are being reflected back. The 'main' bathroom represents how we show up for ourselves, how we care and nurture our physical bodies, and how we show up in the world. There is also grounding energy that is present in bathrooms, too much of this energy creates stagnancy. I feel like when we are in this state of stagnant energies, what is reflected back to us, is sort of a blurred vison of what was. Almost like we see that version of us stopped in time, representing where we stopped evolving. What stories are you grounding into as you get ready in the morning? So, in this reflection, I am being shown the parts of me that I have forgotten about. The parts of my being that I stopped tending to, the parts of me I stopped breathing life into. Without noticing these subtle shifts in energy, the unaware me would slap on makeup to hide any imperfection and begin my day hiding from those parts of my being that want to be seen and acknowledged. One of the layers to this reflection that I should also mention, is that when we are transitioning out of old energies into new energies, into new phases of our spiritual evolution we can see the signs of the old purging.
So after noticing these very different reflections, reflecting different parts of me, I walked to the mirror downstairs and the reflection back is sort of what I imagine myself looking to other people. Not so polarizing as how I looked in my children's bathroom and my main bathroom. The reflection here was sort of a combination of two. It is interesting to note that this mirror is mostly the mirror used by guests, or its the mirror I look to before leaving the home. Its the reflection of how I am showing up outside the home.
Another layer of how our home is reflecting our energies back to us. Our spirit is a cumulation of energies or versions of identities we take on, so I wonder what would be reflected back to us if we were to see our spirit, in its true form that exists beyond the physical?

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