Home Obsessed

I have had so many past lives living as a shaman, medicine women, a witch, and so many other characters. So, in this lifetime, why was spirit leading me to the home? It was the only modality that I was really drawn to. When we have lived as these other characters and played all types of different roles on and off planet earth, that knowledge is embedded in our soul records, or within our spiritual DNA. What happens is that we will become naturally drawn to a certain type of modality within the spiritual realm. For me I had a natural affinity towards plant medicine and herbalism. A lot of people in my life would say, you should of become a naturopath or herbalist. In my mind, I was like been there - done that. I never felt a pull towards that path even know I had an unexplainable knowing that it would of been an easy path.

I am the type to always question spirit with the how's and the why's. So I am tapping into why am I being led away from plant science, naturopathy and I received this realization that earth at this time is also giving, been there, done that. We need something different, we need people to see beyond the mainstream spiritual modalities. Earth is undergoing a huge transformation and shift into a new density. What worked in the past, the gentleness, the guru soundbites are not going to cut it anymore. Earth is asking us to raise the bar. Fold in your ancient knowledge and understanding into something new. Something the world hasn't experienced before. There is always going to be a place for tarot readers, reiki healers etc. but they are tapping into wisdom that we have access to ourselves. Once those who have awakened finally open the portals into their own infinite wisdom, we will be our own healers and spirit communicators. Then what? We are all tapped into source, we all have access to information - how are we going to integrate this information which is now available to all.

What is my point here - ha ha. My point is that don't pigeon hole yourself in what feels comfortable. It may feel comfortable because you had already played that role in a previous lifetime or lifetimes.

Why the home? Feng Shui has been around since ancient days as a practice to harmonize the natural energy within a space. What else can be done in the home? Omg so much more can be done in the home beyond shifting only the elements in a space that we see with our physical eye. During this pull to obsession with the home, I was deep in a meditation and I began to visualize the energetic grids around the home, nothing solid exists in this physical world, even our home. The home is a living spirit that absorbs energy in the same way our bodies, or auric field absorb and hold energy. Within this meditation, I was looking above my neighborhood and each home looked like a black box. It felt really dense and heavy. The heaviness was being felt by earth, our homes are anchored into the darkness. People can't escape this density because they can't see beyond the physical.. yet. So when the dense energy infiltrates our homes, you can be the most positive person on the planet, but when you don't notice the nuances of energy and how it moves and integrates, you won't see the darkness moving into the home. Like wild vines growing on an abandoned home. You will begin to open yourself to this dense energy and accept it as your own. You may begin arguing with your partner more, you may feel like you are not yourself anymore. You will chalk it up to just a phase you are going through. But, in actuality its energies from the darkness, its echoes from energies from lower vibe people that saw the light in your home and like a moth drawn to a flame, your home became a target.

The way one expresses the dense energies is not going to look the same for everyone. Spirituality and awakening is not one size fits all. It could be arguing or fighting with those in the home. It could take the form as self negative talk, you may not take care of the home, your energy is all of sudden depleted. You don't connect and sit at dinner any more. There are so many side effects of living in a home anchored into the darkness.

And believe me, when you awaken and begin to see shadow spirits - you know, there is so much more going on than what we were taught to believe.

Our homes are connected to source and anchored into earth - so it sort of acts as a antenna that pushes energy from within the home outward. Those energies move across the planet and even into the universe. We may think our little argument or being passive or withholding is contained in the home, its not. It gets infused with the collective energy grid, it builds momentum with like energies and it blows up like a black smog and touches every living thing.

We need to clean and purge our bodies, and transmute those dense energies into the light. We can do this by using our homes. If you don't know what energies you are holding onto, spirit is telling me we can use our homes which reflects the darkness we are attached to.

When I began my spiritual awakening, I didn't know where to start, or how to start. I would meditate and tap around my face, I would listen to webinars, light language. You name it, I did it. But during this process of trial and error, I realized that until we know how and where we are connected into the darkness, no matter how many hours we meditate we will have a really hard time shifting out of the illusion and matrix. We need to see how we are connected into entities from the darkness. Your home already knows what games you are playing.

I use a floor plan as a divination tool too see what deep energies your home is reflecting from your inner being. When we clear and shift those energies, we can connect into the home to shake it out of our bodies, mind and emotions. Of course, like with all spiritual practices, you have to put effort into understanding how your mindset led you to this point. That was also something I learned, that I could receive the healing from a shaman, or insight from a medium, I still had to get up and do the work. Align my thoughts, actions and feelings with my spirit.

When we transmute darkness into the light, its not like our jobs are done... there are millions and millions of entities waiting inline to get back into the light. Its rinse and repeat until we all shift together to 5D.

Spirit shared a message that, what if our homes are constantly fed beautiful energies, it would be like sitting with your favorite shaman all the time. It can hold space with amazing energies, so that you feel good at a cellular level. Feel lifted and happy. So that you always find your way back to source, back to your truth, regardless of your day, or how crummy your day way. Mothers especially are so deeply connected into the home, we decorate it, we clean it, we design the space, we invite people into our homes. What this creates, is this deep relationship with the home. We become open to the energies we are seeing and feeling, deep down we know how these forces impact our lives, and our children’s lives. No matter what they pick up during the day, our homes can hold energies to release anything that is not serving.

If don't know if home readings will be the thing that I will always do, but I am having a blast playing with energies in my home and have seen with my two eyes the shift that has taken place with kids and partner.

Its a mix of energy readings and tips to play with the physical to hold that frequency. Everything in this world is physical and spiritual, playing with both literally moves mountains.

Call it shamanism, or feng shui - I don't really have a name for what I do. But, I am here to do what doesn't make sense.