You're not alone

I stood in a cloud of confusion for the past 4 years, I slowly and quickly began to remember who I am, why I am here. This has been a painful process, not going to lie. Anyone going through it, knows! But, we get to this point on this journey and we ask ourselves, or our spirits, our spirit guides why am I here. We get these tid-bits of information such as; to create, to be happy, to enjoy earth in all of its beauty. To feel so strongly. Not a lot of beings on other planets feel as strongly as we do on earth. I think because we have been so ingrained through schooling, parents and counselors that we want someone outside of ourselves to tell us our path, to tell us what we are meant to do. Often we, feel alone, or want to go "home" where its not so dense, or hard. This journey asks us to find the courage to find our hearts again. And feel into our hearts. I've had so many entity attachments that I couldn't tap into or feel this space. Opening to this source of knowing takes a lot of courage and trust. If you are going through it, I feel you and see you. Over the past weekend, I realized that a part of me doesn't want to fully commit to this earth experience. And you can't be half in and half out. I began throughout my day anchoring my spirit into the center of my being. I can't keep astral traveling out of my body throughout my day. I had to make a choice and commitment to be here, to be present. To take full accountability that in each passing present moment, I have created it. If you are reading this, then a part of you doesn't want to be here either, but its time to make a commitment to anchor into this life and remember why you asked to come here in the first place.

Say out loud, "spirit I want you to anchor yourself into the center of your being now!" do this throughout your day, as soon as you feel like stress about tomorrow is creeping up, call your spirit back to its body it chose to come into. Keep doing this until your senses come back online. You will feel it, the more you do it. Demand your spirit to be present in your body.

When you are present in your day fully with your spirit, the answers to your questions become clearer. You wake up from the dream.